You know those feelings you get? those feelings that are diffrnt for everything? how strongly you feel about certain things? i feel like i'm not rly using my thoughts to the fullest potential. not even sure if that makes sense. so I suppose you could understand. prbly not. i feel like we're all hiding behind these masks. and there's this biiig wall up. i miss debate class last year where i'd poor my heart out onto the floor. i want to go out and fucking run into the ocean at 2 am. i just want to stare up into the sapphire sky and dream dream dream out loud. i want me a nice 20- yr old. a big daddy. who makes the bed in the morning, and scrubs my body w/ vanilla soap in the shower, and has a nice light cup of coffee awaiting me downstairs. i want to live my dream. i want to clean parks, hold little kids hands, and sing to big crowds.
you haven't left my head, since those three words you said/.
Monday, September 21, 2009
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