just a memo, or two..thousand..million

• "Come back to me, Argentina."
• these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing!
• WEEEEEELCOME TO THE ATHIEST CLUB! YOU'RE ONE OF US NOW!!
• Home at the end ot the world. movie
• "what is this? German sexslave music?" "no, it's Pink Floyd."
• Puppy love, or dog lust?
• In the dark we hide the heart that bleeds.
• Hey kaylaaaaaaaa. I like your phone. kbai.
• Raymon Nelson Fitzgerald HOBO
• Size isn't the issue here. it's what beats inside us all, hurt is how we feel at times, no matter how big or small.

• "Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her; If you can bounce high, bounce high for her too, Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing love, I must have you!"" POEM IN GREAT GATSBY
• POSECRET 13345 Copper Ridge RD Germantown, Maryland USA 20874-3454
• Oh, Mister Moon. Tell me you'll visit soon.
• And what is it that delighted me? Only this - to love and be loved.
• My own kind. I'm not sure there's a name for us. I suspect we're born this way: our hearts screwed in tight, already a little broken.
• Sex is destructive. Love is nothing to be fooled with.
• Nicky w/ his yellow tube of Ritalin and his grubby windbreaker and his truculent little snout.
• "You're no savage, right?" That's what you asked me. But you know as well as I do that we're all savages in due course. Our love gets hammered into something sharp and we stab the people around us, for the unpardonable crime of refusing to abandon us.
• I'm afraid that someone will fall in love w/ one version of me, but that version will shift and change until a new one emerges.
• Beleaguered. He look beleaguered, but like he was beleaguered by sex.
• Modigliani
• I ate the fishes, they got no fur.
• I'm gon' want the child to be a long haired child.
• save save share share, I don't like underwear.
• it's behind the Parkay, not the butter.
• never had anything real. just hookups. I'm a body. that's what a guy wants. no words, no face, just lips, hands, and a pussy/ they don't hear me, see me. I want someone who hears me, breathes me, feels me, sees me.
• while you are away, my heart comes undone, slowly unravels, in a ball of yarn. the devil collects it, with a grin, our love, in a ball of yarn. he'll never return it, he'll never return it. so when you come back, we'll have to make new love.
• Lincoln logs, Linking logs BETCH
• I'm going to treat you like death. when someone dies, you grieve, you cry. but at some point the grieving ends. and you move on. - my mom
• He's like preparing his ukelele to serenade you. to Andy about Jory
• Ms. Downs.... bad dream
• 4 B's; boooze, boys, bowls/blunts, and burritos
• This nigga just made a whole Pokemon scene including you.. hhehehhee
• Two lost souls floating in a fish bowl
• I'm slippin, I'm fallin I can't get up
• "we don't know who we are. we do these things to get by, and run through time quicker. we don't know where we are. we sit here and remember what it's like to feel. we don't know what we are. we slowly unravel infront of stranger daily. we don't know how we are. we try to embrace the littlest things b/c we're no susre if it'll be there tmrw. we don't know when we are. we take it all in, and think to ourselves if we're making the right choice. we don't know why we are. we're all lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, waiting to get hooked. we don't know...
• there's no such thing as love, it's fantasy
• weiner
• oh penelope
• Spun
• SEAWORLD AND LANDWORLD ROACHES AND SEA ROACHES
• Sarcasticly sarcastic sarcasm..
• KAYLA, YAISEL CALLED YOU BOOTIFUL
• your unbirthday! is exactly like your birthday!
• INTERVENTION IS SUCH A CONVENIENT WORD
• TOTAL CONSTANT ORDER
• Getting dizzy up in the hizzy spendin money on my bizzy maybe later we'll make it jizzy all up your fizzy
• REMEMBER: HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
• STEVENS BDAY IS MARCH 12
• STEVEN KISSSED YOU KAYLOTTA
• "It's not about good sex it's about good looks" - Steven, and it's not true
• Clint Eastwood
• THE GREATEST THING YOU'LL EVER LEARN, IS TO LOVE, AND BE LOVED IN RETURN.
• "it's her! the Sparkling Diamond."
• Andy Mckee
• "Oh my baby told me so that not everything is set in stone but maybe in the next life in a gust of howling wind well rest in slumber cause i love my baby so" - Steven/Devendra
• the impossible, is possible
• sips to death
• everything, everything is a lie. nothing is real. and that's life. - I was writing this down as a memo as you walked into your room. I was sitting on your bed. and you had no idea how I felt. and you never will.
• 8-2 -4
• always remember, if a guy wants you, he'll make it happen. never settle. reach for exactly what you want. and don't let anyone ever change that. this is your life. you decide who's in it. and how it goes.
• sea returns to sea and sky to sky, in a dream of life am i
• 000g "biggest shit ever" jenna, who says she rules.
• "dude I hear my phone ringing." "you're calling it, man"
• earth is the insane aslyum for the universe.
• "I'm a wallflower. a loudly colored wallflower. and no one notices me. no matter how loudly my design screams out, I'm not noticed. and it's a damn shame." "Nah I can beg to differ. Wallflower is me" "I am underestimated. and never appreciated."
• your dream! your dream came true.
• Diamonds Diamons theyre all in the sky marry me marry me bury me bury me diamonds diamonds
• She was supposed to shuffle for us, but we just did like a whole fucking Across the Universe re-enactment.
• Ms.Squid
• have you ever rlly danced on the edge?
• we're all just floating around this world, w/ absolutely no direct destination
• Abby Lane Beatles
• Boston. 1978. 3 albums. all double platinium
• trapped in the this disgusting excuse of a body. .
• Love never wanted me. I wanna die. I wanna cry. Jump off a roof. Lose evry tooth.
• "I'm just a boy in the woods. Lookin' for some tree's. I've only heard the rainfall. And the scattering of the bee's. I've skipped awhile. and tripped a great deal. for love is a wonderous road. and your heart i can feel. YEEHAW
• Virtual school password 36320
• Planned parenthood chart # 207520
• I'm gonna end up a meth addicted crack who lives under a bridge and wants to die
• Jenn just madeout w/ the steering wheel
• Goofy&Pluto
• Tallahassee is the CAPITAL of Fl.
• I gotta get myself together. cos atm, all my puzzle pieces are spread about this town.
• what am i w/o this phone :/
• i'm a stranger to myself. you couldn't last a day in my mind. anyone would drown in my thoughts.
• to die by your side
• face down in the dirt, Where's Waldo style.

fading

every morning I wakeup and take a shower. and until I get out and get dressed, I then remember. I've become so disappointed w/ what I see. and I forget. and get reminded of it through out the day. great. come on 2:30

doin' the best that i can

never had anything real. just hookups. I'm a body. that's what a guys wants. no words, no face, just lips, hands, and a pussy. they don't hear me, see me. I want someone who hears me, breathes me, feels me, sees me.

with love

for what it's worth, I gave it my soul and devotion.
but baby, you're just moving for the sake of motion.

forever and some

sounds more than perfect. well, it's not going to happen. you think you can sit around, and watch the cloud pass through the sky. you think he's going to call? you think he's going to make it to where you can see him? are you fucking stupid?

if he wants to see you, call you, date you. he's going to make it happen. he will try his hardest.

but, if he doesn't get around to it, you have to loosen your knots and let go. you've been holding on too tightly. he isn't worth the wait. you've waited this long, and you're stuck in the same spot.

yeah, seems like it's never going to happen for you. maybe it will. maybe it won't. but, apparently you're not meant to be w/ him. it's not your fault. it's his choice. he can't see what's right infront of him. what's been sitting here for so long waiting for him to stop by, pick up your pieces and put this puzzle together.

there's someone out there. you don't have to go out there and look for him. he'll find you. don't sit around waiting. he'll come. you'll see.

waited till i saw the sun

from above you don't realize how deep the ditch is. once you're in, there's no getting out by yourself. intoxication leads you to believe you just have to get that card. what you don't know is that the Northbound train is chugging down the tracks at full speed. you think you can pull yourself when you notice the two bright headlights coming your way. what you don't realize is that your best friend who may leave you bruises after wrestling, mostly because you're anemic, isn't as strong as you'd hope for him to be. the train's at your side now, and you see a young black male running your way. your not so formal attire delays you of reaching the surface quicker then you'd like. but, the two pull you up and drag you across the dirty Brickell metrorail floor. and, at that moment a strong gust of wind blows past you. not any ordinary wind, just the wind from the train speeding past you.

welcome mat

stop knocking on Disappointment's door. cause baby, he's not answering.